Recently I uncovered a paradox that will change my idea of who I am. Although at odds with this conclusion and not whom I perceive myself to be, God is using it to change me. To embrace this reality, I‘m reminded of Paul and the thorn in the flesh that God gave him. Instead of being disgruntled with my thorn, like Paul I need to accept, embrace and be thankful for it.
Paean or Pain: which one describes your life best? Keep reading, especially if you’re like me and you needed to look up the meaning of the word paean.
What are memories for?
Memories, I love them. There are days I walk outside, close my eyes, and simply breathe. I FEEL everything around me, and yet I feel transported in time to another place, another age, another memory; all stemming from what I’ve perceived through my senses. It thrums through my whole being and heart. Images replayed; people no longer with me—whether bad or good—are clear and visible.
How’s your ability to Focus? How do you figure Love fits in your Focus? At times, tunnel vision is very irritating to those around that person who is totally absorbed in a task. But if you’re on the operating table, you want your doctor focused on what he’s doing. A doctor needs focus.
Secrets are nasty things; they eat away inside of you and prevent peace. Until recently I had buried a secret because of its shame. I thought the incident my fault for being eighteen, naive and drunk. Recently God used a book to reveal that secret and begin the healing process.